Confused :/

Its me, again. Well actually i really confuse what i'm going to post on my blog. it's been a long time i didn't post anything. No, i mean i didn't post anything for a week. yayaya whatever. So i'm gonna tell you about my story in this week.

Start with Monday (16 May 2011). On monday, someone asked me hang out in Margo City. Yes that mall just like my second home. It's like every Saturday and Sunday I go there. Anyway, when i was going to take a bath, the one who asked me out canceled it. I was a bit upset about that. But then i just take it easy. So i watched tv, ate, played, and at 3.00 pm i went to the hospital to the dentist. My teeth was fine, i only wanted to control my teeth. Because i'm using braces, i have to go to the dentist ones a month. And you know what? I DIDN'T BRING ANY MONEY AT THE HOSPITAL. I WAS REALLY CONFUSED. HOW CAN I PAID THE DOCTOR? My mom said that she wants to transfer the money, but when i was going to take the money in the ATM, my money in my saving was only 178.000. that means that my mother hadn't transfer my money. I was really angry. I cant call my mom cause her phone was off. So i called my dad and he said that he was going to call mom. And then finally my mom transfer the money. FYUH. It was really heavy rain outside. I was going there alone. And then i confused how can i went home? i was looking for a taxi, fortunately i found it. then i went home. And i remembered something that i have to learn english at 7.00 pm. OMG i was really tired. -,- then my teacher texted me that he cant teach me at that day. i was sooooo happy, hahaha :p thanks Mr. Dery :D. And i forgot the rest day.

On Tuesday (17 May 2011) it was holiday. So my parents were at home. And someone who asked me out yesterday, asked me out today. Well actually i was afraid to tell my mom and dad. Cause they also asked me to go to Margo City. It was insane -,- so i managed my time, at 11.00 am until 1.15 pm, I hang with my family and at 1.15 pm i hang with the one who asked me out. hemm, just called him L. Yup L. I've told you about him a bit in my older post. haha forget it. Well, we watched movie, played in timezone, ate, chat, and then went home. We watched THE WARRIOR'S WAY. YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!! then we played in Timezone. We played basket ball a lot. I always loose. but thats no problem. But I won when we race. haha (y). And then we ate and chat a lot. You know what, my mom and dad really worried about me. They always called me. And also called my friends! Cause i told my mom that i hang with Berti and Rizka, haha so she called them. And I forgot to tell them about "if my mom calls you" terrible. Anyway, L lost his money, so i paid all the things we did. haha no worries.

Wednesday (18 May 2011) hemm, lets see. Nothing special on that day. skip!

On Thursday, (19 May 2011) haha actually on that day, I had to go to school for rehearsal. But my mom asked me to go with her. With my grandma also. I didn't know where are we going. I was just following my mom. We left the house at 5.30 in the morning. First, we went to my dad's office first for breakfast. Me and my mom and my grandma was going when my dad work in the office. Anyway, my mom was offering "Bubur Manado" for my breakfast. So i tried that food. And ewww i dont like porridge mix with vegetables. So i choose to eat rice+egg+(i forgot the name) haha. And then We, except my father went to the car. My mom took me to Blok A Tanah abang. SAY WHAT? ARE YOU SURE? we went there by "angkot" and walked a bit. I was really really really bored there. My mom told me that i could buy some clothes, or something after my mom and my grandma shopped. We start shopped at 9am and My mom and my grandma finished shop at 2pm. And at 2pm its time for me to shop! wohoooo! i bought a lot of clothes. You know? We was really really tired. Walked and brought so many things in our hands. Then we found a chair and we sat. Felt like heaven. hahhaha. And then at 4pm we went to my dad's office, NAIK BAJAJ!! wakakakakakak. And we also did other stuff ~

Friday (20 May 2011) skip!

Well that's it, I guess. I'm too tired to type more -,- haha. SEE YA! :*

i broke it

hemm waktu itu gue bikin ini pas masih jadian. dan tau gak? bikinnya tuh ya susah banget -_- nulis huruf kecil kecil supaya jadi hurufnya dalam bentuk besar. ya pokoknya gitu deh. pake tinta warna pink lagi. hahaha. Tapi beberapa hari yang lalu, itu gue ancurin, gue coret coret, gue rusakin deh pokoknya. agak gimana gitu sih :( tapi setelah kaya gitu gue jadi agak lebih gimana ya, seneng. bukannya seneng juga. ya pokoknya lebih puas deh. hahaha walaupun sambil nahan nangis -,_-

Adit's Birthday

Hi! sebenernya sih ulang tahunnya adit udah lewat, pas tanggal 7 Mei. Tapi baru dirayain a.k.a makan makannya tanggal 12 Mei lalu. haha kita makan makan di Restaurant Rumpun Bambu. Karena acaranya jam 12an, pagi nya, sekitar jam 9-12 kita latihan musikalisasi puisi di sekolah.

Oh my, sekolah? malas banget sebenernya. kenapa? soalnya gue males banget ketemu sama anak anak lain selain #BMA's. Dan gue takut ketemu "dia" dan temen temennya. Kan mereka lagi Uh3, gue udah ngatur waktu supaya pas gue sampe di sekolah, mereka masih ulangan. Tapi kenyataannya beda. Pas gue sampe sekolah, udah kedengeran dari jauh berisik berisik. Ternyata SMP lagi istirahat. DAMN! dan mereka ulangannya di lantai dua, jelas jelas bisa ngeliat ke bawah kan? nah gue kan dateng terus ngeliat ke atas. Dan ternyata ada dia sama temen temennya. pokoknya rame banget. gue langsung bingunggg. tapi untung aja temen gue, Cintya dateng. Ada temennya ke kelas. haha. Pas di tangga, masih banyak anak anak tuh yang deket tangga. Nah gue jalan ada yang teriak teriak, bisik bisik "cie" "ekhmmm" "batuk2" daaaan lain lain. sumpah gue takut abis -,_-

Nah udah terus jam 10, gue sama temen temen ke ruang musik. Disitu kita latihan musikalisasi puisi untuk perpisahan nanti. Latiannya harusnya sampe jam 12 aja, tapi mundur sampe jam 1. Udah kan tuh latian latian latian, tau tau udah jam 1. yaudah kita langsung otw rumpun bambu untuk ngerayain late birthday nya Adit. hahaha

Di Rumpun bambu kita sholat dulu, terus yang udah selesai sholat boleh pesen makanan+minum. Pokoknya free deh, dibayarin adit semua. hehe. kita juga ga cuma makan, kita juga karokean. Pokoknya seruuuuu banget deh. nyanyi nyanyi lagu dangdut lah, lagu jadul, lagu hits baru, lagu korea, lagu india, lagu china, dan sampe lagu lagu gak jelas.

Kita selesai acaranya sekitar jam 3. tapi sebelum pulang, Thika a.k.a Adit's girlfriend ngasih hadiah ke adit. hahah CIEEE. tapi anehnya kenapa Thika doang ya yang ngasih kado? haha lanjut. Kadonya di sampul warna warni ada suratnya juga di dalam amplop. Otomatis semuanya maksa buka kadonya+baca suratnya. Tapi Aditnya gak mau bacain suratnya, huhu payah deh. Tapi dia ngebuka kadonya. Dan kadonya adalaaaah......Polo Shirt warna putih. hahaha selamat ya adiiiit dapet kado dari pacar tercintah.

Terus gue pulang naik angkot bareng Rizka. Sampe rumah langsung upload foto foto. Terus baru tidur paginya. oke part ini gak penting.

Ini dia foto fotonya~ *\(^o^)/*

Aul with #BMABOYS

Me! and my orange squash

Rizka and Dyah

Tari Dyah Ayu looking for songs to sing :D

Boys are playing games. Always

Here's the food! lets eat

Fadhil Wati Ayu Tari are singing~

Berti Rizka ME! Aul
Fadhil

Our super cool teacher, Ma'am Dy - Adit's mom

Aul and Dyah

Athnas ME! Dyah

ME! and Atnas XD

Rizka kissed :O 

Adit and Thika :)

Ijab Kabul -__-

Thika give the present to Adit

Adit wanna give a little speech :p

Adit's Polo Shirt. From Thika~

Adit with his Polo Shirt from Thika

BLAME ON ME

Hey. Yup ada masalah lagi. Gue mikir, itu kan udah kejadian lama. Gue udah nyoba buat moving forward dan never look the past. Gue udah nyoba itu. Gue udah gak peduli sama semuanya, ocehan mereka, gue udah gak peduli mereka nyalahin gue, dan gue kira itu udah cukup. Gue kira juga semuanya udah lupa.

Tapi apaan? dalam 1 hari ini, masih ada aja 2 orang yang ngingetin gue tentang itu. Bahkan, bukan cuma ngingetin, nanya nanya, tapi juga nyalahin gue. Oke gue tau lo temennya. gue yakin lo pro ke dia. Tapi kenapa lo sama aja. Lo nyalahin gue, lo nyuruh gue ini, itu, nyuruh gue ngaca lah, apa lah, lo kira lo semua siapa bisa seenaknya nyalahin gue. Kalian semua gak tau gimana kejadian sebenernya. Gaada yang mau dengerin penjelasan gue dulu. Gaada yang mau percaya ke gue. Gue udah capek ya please.

crazy saturday

Its me! again. Hem pake bahasa indonesia aja ya, lagi males. lagipula siapa sih bule yang pengen baca blog gue -_- gaada kan? yowes. Oke hari ini cukup menyenangkan, seru, keren, membosankan, mengerikan (?), menjengkelkan, well campur aduk deh pokoknya. Gue bakal ceritain niiih~

Jadi pagi pagi, biasa lah alarm gue bunyi jam 4.30. terus gue bangun bentar, dismiss alarmnya 5 menit, tidur lagi. -__- tiap hari gue gitu, wkwk. tapi ini beda, harusnya kan hari ini gue ke sekolah jam 8, jadi biar gak telat gue rencananya pengen bangun pagi. terus udah sekitar jam 6 nyokap gue bangunin gue. dan gue masih ngantuk dan ngeyel minta tidur lagi. terus yaudah nyokap gua nyerah ngebanguninnya. Alhasil gue melanjutkan tidur. Pas jam 7, pembantu gue yang bangunin gue sambil bilang "mbak udah jam 7" gue langsung bangun, nge cek jam, kaget, lari ngambil anduk, ke kamar mandi, langsung mandi. Sumpah itu gue udah telat banget. Rumah gue ke sekolah itu 13 kilometer men. kalo ke sekolah butuh waktu 45 menitan kalo gak macet. nah ini dalam 1 jam gue harus udah di sekolah. nahloh -.- akhirnya gue mandi buru buru, cuma 7 menit kali ya gue mandi, langsung siap siap dan turun ke bawah. dan ternyata supir gua belom dateng. siapa yang gak jengkel coba. dengan terpaksa gue tunggu tuh supir dan baru dateng jam setengah 8.

Yaudah gue pasrah aja. Ke sekolah dianterin. mau telat, mau di marahin, bodo amat. Btw gue ke sekolah pengen latian musikalisasi puisi buat perpisahan kelas 9 angkatan #40 Sudirman /m/ haha. Lanjut. Pas di jalan gue udah di bbm guru gue, temen, pada nanyain di mana -_- gue suruh supir gue ngebut. fyuuuh untung aja jalan gak begitu macet. Nah udah kan sampe sekolah tuh, gue langsung otw ruang musik. Terus kita latihaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Gue kebagian jadi moderator. WHAT?!!? well you know gue orangnya sangat pemalu. sangan p e m a l u. Tapi kata Ma'am Dy, wali kelas gue "Kalo udah di panggung mah urat malu udah putus" haha lucu juga :D yaudah gue bakal memberanikan diri untuk jadi moderator. wish me luck. hohoho

Satu kejadian menyebalkan. Gue sering ejek ejekan sama yang namanya Aditya Ridwan Nasution, nanya nanya "Lo nggak ngapel?" haha. Tapi pas giliran dia nanya ke gue:
Adit : Lo nggak ngapel cor? haha
Gue : Ya nggak lah, gue udah putus
Adit : Mampus
Gue : *mau nangis* *mata berair*
Terus dateng deh Rifki Nurfajri yang biasanya gue ajak bercanda, nanya nanya "You look different" terus one of us jawab "You look too" atau "You look different too" atau kalo lagi males, biasanya gue cuma jawab "I am". Anyway, Rifki tiba tiba nyamber dan langsung ngejek gue tentang mantan gue gitu :( Gue nangis deh langsung -,__- untungnya mereka minta maaf dan bilang "Coriiin jangan nangiiiis" HA! love you guys :)

BY THE WAYYYY HARI INI (7 MEI 2011) ULANG TAHUNNYA ADITYA RIDWAN YANG KE 13 LOOOOH!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIIIIIIIT

ADITYA RIDWAN NASUTION 

HAHA karena Adit ulang tahuuun, harus trkatir dong. Jadi rencananya habis latihan ini kita cabut ke mcd makan makan di bayarin Adit. yeeey thanks dit btw. Terus setelah selesai latihan musikalisasi, kami semu langsung pergi ke McD di mall super gaul. Yaitu Graha Cijantung. GI mah gak jamaaan, sekarang tuh Graha kalo mau gaul, wkwk gak lah.

Kayak biasanya kalo di McD pasti gue pesennya paket Fillet O Fish. karena itu ngingetin gue ke Aussie. Soalnya pas gue di Aussie gue sering banget makan itu di Dandenong Plaza sama Ms. Insyirah, Hariz, Haziq, sama Ayu. AAAA KANGEN AUSSIE. Lanjut. Udah kan tuh makan lanjut kita balik ke sekolah.

Tadinya sih nyokap gue janji bakal jemput gue di sekolah jam 12. ternyata beliau mau ke Bekasi. yaudah gue terpaksa panas panasan naik angkot dari sekolah ke rumah. padahal gue harus bawa paper bag isinya baju perpisahan. ribet deh kalo di angkot harus bawa begituan.

Gue pulang biasanya bareng Berti, soalnya gue gak bisa nyebrang sendiri. ya gue harus nyari temen buat nyebrangin. Kalo dulu gue biasanya disebrangin sama mantan gue -,__- kok nyambung ke situ? lanjut. Jadi gue sama berti nunggu angkot lamaaa banget, yaudah lah gue nunggu angkot sedapetnya aja.

Nah udah kan naik angkot tuh. angkotnya rameeeee. sampe gak bisa napas. gak lah. intinya angkotnya rame dan gue harus bawa paper bag besar. dan tau gak? kertas buat nyangkutin talinya hampir sobek. gue panik banget, yaudah lah gue pasrah kalo nanti sobek beneran tinggal potong urat malu. Dan lebih parahnya lagi, angkotnya gak sampe simpangan dan gue diturunin di tengah jalan dan gue harus nunggu angkot lain dan cuacanya panas banget dan pas gua dapet angkot , angkotnya rame banget banget bangetan. Pasrah lagi -_-

dan pas sampe rumah, gue cobain bajunya, ya allaaaaah, mau di apain badan gue. bajunya pake kerutan kerutan gitu, makes me look FATTER. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. -,_-

Terus gue kan malming pasti ke margo city mulu, gak pernah pindah pindah. jadi tadi gue makan, pesen minuman juga kan pastinya, nah kayaknya mas masnya itu gak denger pas gue pesen minumannya. alhasil gue tunggu lama minumannya gak dateng dateng. yaudah deh gue pesen kan tuh minuman, dan tau gak? rasa minumannya kayak obat batuk anak anak :s ewwww

tapi hal yang bikin gue kesemsem yaitu gue beli VCD the last song. pengen beli DVD sih, tapi dompet gue tipis banget -,_- yang penting bisa nontoooon!! katanya ya, filmnya itu romantis banget, keren, bisa bikin nangis, wohoo suka gue sama film gituan. padahal gue pengen beli CD lagu Avril juga, tapi harganya 100.000 -,- mahal ya, yaudah gak gue beli deh.

Udahan yuk, gue udah ngantuk nih -,- Gue ngetik ginian 2 hari, dari tanggal 7 Mei sampe tanggal 8 Mei, haha. ngantuk berattttt. akhir akhirnya gue nulis gak jelas gini jadinya, bomat. hehe. bye all :*

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

Hey again! I wanna suggest you a song by Avril Lavigne in her new album, Goodbye Lullaby. Well this song is cool, and touching XD haha. This song is about like when you maybe in relationship with someone but you already broke up then you want him back, ya maybe like that. You can download it here :D here's the lyric :)


Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne 

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, it’s not like that at all

There’s a girl

who gives a shit

behind this wall

You’ve just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said

You left them riding through my head

You’re always there, you’re everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn’t think about it, just went with it

You’re always there, you’re everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I’d do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I’d do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

I love the way you are

It’s who I am, don’t have to try hard

We always say, say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said

You left them riding through my head

You’re always there, you’re everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn’t think about it, just went with it

You’re always there, you’re everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I’d do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I’d do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]

No, I don’t wanna let go

I just wanna let you to know

That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don’t wanna let go

I just wanna let you to know

That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I’d do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here (I wish you were)

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I’d do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I’d do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I’d do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

OMEGLE

well actually stay at home for a month is quite boring. No it's really boring. Woke up late, eating, tweeting, watching tv, online, taking bath, eating, online, watching tv, sleeping, gaaah that's all what i'm doing in this week. and i have 3 more weeks for holiday. Actually i'm planing to exercise every morning in my holiday. cause i'm getting fatter in this holiday >_<" but i never do that cause i always woke up late. like 8 o'clock, 9 o'clock, haha.

I was thinking a website that i used to open it like everyday. The website is omegle.com, it's quite fun cause we can chat with random people with camera. Cause i've never opened that website for about a year, i decide to open it again. haha. here's some people that i met.

8-)

cute :3

he is totally cute XD

foot? :-/

OMG. HE IS SO DAMN CUTE

Justin Bieber ¬_¬

and then i'm getting bored of it. well actually there are more, but i'm too lazy to upload it, hehe. See ya!

:'((

hey. i'm still feeling blue right now. well tadi gue cuma iseng iseng doang buka profile facebooknya dia, buka timeline twitternya dia, liat foto fotonya. tapi gara gara gue ngelakuin itu gue jadi inget sama dia lagi. air mata gue langsung deres keluarnya. AAAAAAAA I CAN'T STAND IT. gue gak mau gini terus, tapi gue bener bener gak bisa ngelupain ex guee. pengen ngulang waktu tau gak sih rasanya. lagu yang cocok buat gue sekarang Back To December - Taylor Swift. ada beberapa bagian liriknya yang pas banget sama gue. hampir semua pas banget malahan :( the point is i miss my ex with initial N. oke gue agak frontal. tapi emang beneran gue kangen sama dia, kangen sama kenangan kenangan waktu masih sama dia. :(  If we loved again i swear i'd love you right. I'd go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chance is on your door, I understand. lirik yang paling nusuk ke gue. gue gak mau gini teruuuuuusss :(( tapi mau gimana lagi. Gue harus kuat to face this problem :')

GIRLS ARE STRONG XD

sorry gue ngepostnya tentang problem broken heart gue terus -,_-v

i'm blue

Beneran deh sampe sekarang gue masih galau banget. hemm gimana ya? bukan galau juga sih, tapi feeling blue deh pokoknya. Apa apa yang gue lakuin, pasti ujung ujungnya keinget ex gue. Mulai dari dengerin lagu, buka buka image hp, sampe nonton tv kalo misalnya lagi iklan obat batuk apaa gitu, gue pasti salah denger. Malah denger nama lo -__- hedeeeh emang susah ya ngelupain lo.

04 April 2011 jam 18.54, lo sms gini ke gue

02 May 2011 jam 22.22 lo malah sms gini ke gue, ya walaupun gue baca sms lo besoknya

okey gue udah masukin capture it-an sms lo dalam 2 postingan. Apa itu menggambarkan how much i love you atau how hurt i am? i have no idea.

Kenapa lo bisa ngambil keputusannya secepat itu? Padahal masalahnya aja belom sempet diomongin baik baik. Kalo lo sayang sama gue, lo nggak bakal ngelakuin ini. Gue kira you're the one. But i was wrong. gue kira masalahnya bakalan selesai dengan kepala dingin. tapi apaan? Kita malah broke up tapi dalam kondisi "musuhan". Susah ya emang jadi gue.

my love story suck

This is for YOU

for him a.k.a my dearest ex ;)

Broken Heart huh?

Hemm. Curhat dikit boleh? Gue udah ngalamin hal kaya gini 2 kali men. Sakit banget rasanya. Jadi semua berawal emang gara gara gue. Tapi dia juga salah. Whatever.

Jadi pas hari Senin, tanggal 2 Mei 2011 gue ke sekolah pagi pagi. Rencananya sih cuma sebentar, cuma mau ngumpulin tabel tabulasi sama ngasih tau alamat rumah gue. Ya kira kira harusnya 10 menit cukup. Tapi gue punya tujuan lain ke sekolah. Yaitu ketemu (mantan) cowo gue. Bayangin ya udah lebih dari 2 minggu gak ketemu, siapa coba yang nggak kangen ._. haha. Yaudah gue memutuskan buat nunggu sampe sore biar bisa ketemu. Soalnya (mantan) cowo gue kan sekolah sampe sore.

Nah udah kan tuh sore, semuanya pulang. Temen temen gue yang nunggu sampe sore juga pulang. Tinggal lah gue sendiri di selasar, tempat biasanya gue ketemuan sama (mantan) cowo gue. Tapi biasanya gue ditemenin sama Aul. Gatau gue yang nemenin dia sama cowonya atau dia yang nemenin gue sama (mantan) cowo gue. Ya pokoknya gitu lah. Tapi hari itu Aul lagi nggak ke sekolah. Gue nunggu sampe (mantan) cowo gue nyamperin. Tapi gatau kenapa, beda dari biasanya ya, gue tuh nungguin dia deg degan banget. Takut ada kejadian sesuatu.

Nah iya bener kan. (mantan) cowo gue dateng, terus duduk di sebelah gue. Tapi dia nggak sendiri. Dia dateng sama cowo nya Aul, sama temennya (mantan) cowo gue. Dia juga temen gue. Terus tiba tiba (mantan) cowo gue nanya. (percakapan yang gue inget)
N : Kamu smsan sama L ya?
G : BBMan kok, bukan smsan
N : Nah tuhkan, parah banget sih. otp juga kan?
G : Lah dia nelfon aku minta diajarin fisika. Ya aku ajarin
N : Terus kamu sering greet dia
G : Yang ngegreet itu dia duluan, bukan aku
N : Gak usah bohong yang. Kamu ngertiin dong aku gak sms kamu itu karena gak ada pulsa
G : Beneran dia duluan yang ngegreet. Jadi kamu lebih percaya sama L daripada sama aku?
N : (dia gak begitu jelas jawabnya. Intinya dia percaya sama L. bukan sama gue)
      udah yuk gue udah bete di sini. (dia ngomong ke temennya)
G : (nangis tiba tiba)

Blablablabla. Terus gue denger ada temennya yang bilang "eh dia cewe lo, ngomongin baik baik bisa kan". Gue udah bingung banget. Di selasar gak ada yang gue kenal. Waktu itu gue berharap banget ada Aul, jadi ada yang bantuin. Soalnya kalo gak ada Aul gue pasti lemah banget. Dari dulu sejak gue pacaran sama F, kalo gak ada Aul gue pasti weak banget. Lanjut. Gue memutuskan untuk ngeBBM Aul, tapi gak di read. Yaudah gue telfon. Nah udah kan ngobrol ngobrol cerita sambil nahan air mata -.- akhirnya Aul nyuruh gue pulang. Terus udah, gue gak peduli apa apa langsung jalan ke luar sekolah, nyari taksi, terus pulang. Dan si L, ngeBBM gue. Gue cuma read doang. Terus kata dia dia mau ngomong penting. Yaudah gue tanggepin, tapi pas gue tanggepin dia gak ngeread. yaudah.

Pas sampe rumah gue pengennya ngurung diri di kamar. Nunggu nantinya gimana akhirnya. Apakah bakalan selesai baik baik, atau malah putus. Gue sms ke (mantan) cowo gue minta maaf.

sms bodoh gue ke dia -_-

Dia balesnya lamaaaaaaa banget. Sampe akhirnya gue malah ketiduran dan baru baca sms jam 12 malem. Ya sekitar jam 12 malem. ada 2 sms yang masuk dari (mantan) cowo gue.

balesan permintaan maaf gue

Nah kan gue bilang ada 2 sms dari dia, itu yang pertama. Yang pertama aja udah bikin gue nangis gak karuan. Gimana yang kedua. hemm mau tau? ini dia :) 

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Yup dia mutusin gue. Pas gue baca sms ini pertama gue masih ngira ini mimpi. karena  gue masih belom sadar dari tidur gue. Terus gue cuci muka dan baca smsnya lagi berulang kali. Wow ternyata ini bukan mimpi. Air mata gue gak berhenti keluar. Terus gue ke kamar gue. Ngurung diri sambil nangis nangis dan ngetweet. Tapi sebelumnya, gue ngasih tau ke Aul tentang ini. Dia juga kaget. Tapi ya mau gimana lagi. udah susah juga kalo mau ngebela diri gue sendiri. Di akhirnya gue cuma bales sms mantan cowo gue dengan "Thanks ya buat sakit hatinya sekarang. Fyi aja gue masih sayang banget sama lo" 

yaudah kerjaan gue dari jam 12 malem, sampe jam 12 siang cuma di kamar, nyetel lagu galau, nge tweet, nangis nangis, bingung mau ngapain, bener bener kaya orang sakau deh (lebay). tapi emang iya bener kaya orang sakau. 

Note : To my dear ex

Thanks buat semuanya. Gue gak pernah nyesel pernah jadi milik lo. Dan gue gak akan ngelupain lo dan kenangan kenangan yang udah lalu. Intinya gue masih sayang sama lo. Thanks buat 29 hari yang lo korbanin buat gue ganggu. Semoga lo inget kalo 1 hari setelah lo mutusin gue, harusnya kita 1 bulan anniversary. I love you.

♥ 04.04.2011 - 03.05.2011♥

Hey?

Yey! National examination is over. Well actually its over about 6 days ago. By the way, I'm a 9 year student. And now I have to wait for the announcement on 4 June. Gah I have to wait for 1 month from now. But the good things is school is over. No more studying at school, no more homework, hahaha. And I already got a school for my next step after Junior High School. Stay at home for a month is quite boring ya? That's why i made this blog. hehe. So Hi! Welcome to my blog. By the way, Wednesday, 04 May 2011 (today) is my Failed Anniversary 1st month with my ex boyF. SO WHAT?

Anyway, because there's no more studying at school, i swear I'm gonna miss all my friends a.k.a BMA. Not only my friends, I'm gonna miss my teachers also, my school headmaster, and I'm gonna miss........ school canteen. Well I'm not spending my time at school only at class, but also canteen. I really love to eat "Lontong Bumbu" at Mbak Tin's. You have to taste it if you go to PB Sudirman. 

#BMA